Saturday, September 18, 2004

spinning to the verve-the drugs dont work.

things to do before the end of year exams.
watch resident evil:apocalypse. (even if it means pleading for free tickets.)
prays that my computer crashes. (bites tongue.) its a love-hate relationship.
finish off that scum-sucking malay budaya project. (ass malay.)
peel off my chocolate-cream-covered dead skin.
less chatting. (i can do it and you'll be surprised.)
uh. study like a freak?

these are short terms. i bore myself too much.

things to do before im 25. (why 25?)
travel around. (at least a 1000km radius away from singapore.)
have a career that does not involve sitting down and marking compositions or
waiting on my hands-and-feet for others or do calculations or sit down for long hours thinking of ways to be richer.
enjoy life.
still have my friends around me.
make money so that i can spend that money and end up with no money. (oh what fun.)
get a man, you loser.

and now.

things to do before i get a boyfriend. har har.
shave my head.
cut my throat.
slit my wrist.

kidding.

bleah. i feel very sex-and-the-city-ish; like pathethic singles sipping cappuccinos with equally pathethic single friends. i think im growing up too-too fast. slow it down. life is to be enjoyed first. bah.

and since when have guys start talking about feelings more than girls? the world's upside down. now, girls are playing the field while guys rot at home and be paranoid. its sickly wonderful.


posted @ 9:24 PM Saturday, September 18, 2004

prozac.