Saturday, January 31, 2004
+ New
got a new layout.
needed something with less content.
the previous one was messy, and shit.
anyway, today..
came back from school around 5 plus.
stayed back to decorate the classroom, my first time doing it :)
For the past 3 years, i've never helped in decorating my class, no wait,
i think i did.
but this time, i want my classroom to look nice the way
i think i want it to be.
well, ofcourse, not just my opinion.
well, its gonna be nice.
anyway, fridays...
friday gives me the feeling of accomplishment.
that i survived the whole week of school.
i feel relieved.
happy.
euphoric.
just simply satisfied with myself.
and duh, waiting for the weekend.
but anyway, my weekends are
boring anyway.
spent on lazing around the house.
waking up late.
thats all. i need a life.
damn, i really need one.
im feeling exasperated right now.
cos i think i ran too much in the house.
not exercising, just chasing the beeping sound from my hp :)
ive not been using my room phone for a long time.
in fact, ive not been talking on the phone.
wow, that is what i call, harsh reality.
pathetic.
lonely.
hahaha. whatever.
cos im loving it.
at least i think i am :)
Thursday, January 29, 2004
+ Extrovert
let me be one today.
Everything's cool today.
fine. breezy. rainy.
damn, was it raining heavily.. it was SO cold.
thank god, i had my sweater on.
As for the others, they had to hug each other.
Cosi wouldnt share my sweater with them :)
haha, ok well, yesterday's excursion to the
Bodyworld was fascinating. indescribable.
stupendous. wonderful. gripping.
damn, it was freaking me out!
the artifects that they displayed were
so real, so gross and it definitely was top-notch!
no wonder the entrance fee is costly.
its interesting to actually see how i look like INSIDE.
heh.
especially the male specimens.
haha. took a long and hard look at them.
it was obvious the guys were checking the opposite. :)
okay, well.. i think you people should go.
you should. its a chance in a lifetime
to actually see naked people
and i mean really naked that there's no skin but.. STuffs. :)
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
+ Dirt 'Ay
today i got messed up badly. literally. ok, not "messed up", but
i "dirtied" myself. well, not exactly "dirtied", but, but..
ok, fill in the blanks yourself la.
So, we had PE today, and we had to run, around the field..
3 rounds rest and another 3 rounds. and NEWSFLASH! the field aint small.
well, not that small. but it isnt that big.
Omg. i am so long winded.
ok, well. for the past few days, it has been raining right?
cos i've been singing and stuffs.. so anyway, obviously the field would
be muddy and ya, really muddy.. so we still ran.
so after running.. my WHITE canvas converse shoes changed its colour
to brownish, blackish, yellowish colour and grass and mud all over it.
and to top it of, it stinked. Cool right?
haha. well, i think it is. but had a tough time washing it all away.
and my pen leaked in my bag. so my bag has a dark blue patch.
and during recess, while eating nuggets with chilli, the chilli sauce
spurted small dots of it onto my uniform.
Gross and clumsy right? thats me. :P
and i love today........................................... :)
p.s: we're going to bodyworld's tomorrow. school trip. :)
Sunday, January 25, 2004
+ Screaming
"im screaming for attention.. so come dig me out!!"
haha no la. i dont like attention. it's just a song ok.
anyway, been a fucking long time since i updated.
heh, purposely, wanna put "fucking" :)
i am.. so.. stressed.. and.. im.. screaming.. inside..
this sucks. why am i stressed already? not even a month.
ive said that alot in my other posts right? hahah sorry
im still surfing the net to find my art stuffs. i have ALOT more
assignments to finish and tests to study. ALOT. ALOT.
and its only bout 11 more hours till i have to pass it all up.
im dead. im dead. im trying to distract myself from the overbearing
amount of distressing hormones in me right now. they are so eager
to come out and make me all braindead. haiyoh, i am already.
what my sis asked me,
" oi where's the remote control ?"
" GOT LA! there!! u always ASK without finding!! and DONT
mess up all my stuff!!!!!!!!! "
"no, its not.. i really cant find it"
"ITS THEREE!! frigging go and find it !! URGH!!!!!", i stomped out
of the room and found the remote control ON the pillow. WOW.
somewhere which is So visible! BITCH! purposely making me mad.
that was the little conversation that JUST happened.
Monday, January 19, 2004
+ Lazy Bugger
thats me. and its not like its something new.
So like, ive been so lazy to update.
cos my life has been boring,
so i dont think i should bore others too. but what-the-heck rite,
so been pretty busy with school and assignments.
Only had two weeks of school, and im already dreading
doing the piled up assignments that were given.
Is this Sec 3? woah.
taking art is becoming a burden right now.
So many things to do, so little time and so little enthusiasm.
There's alot of research, sketches, process works..
but im not complaining. im not. im not.
its just, you know, tiresome.. and persevering.. :P
i need tuition, but im lazy.
B-o-r-e-d? Yes.
T-i-r-e-d? Yes.
H-u-n-g-r-y? Yes.
Haha, alright.. i'll shush.
that was some spelling lesson.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
+ Bitchin bout school
aiyoh.. nothing to bitch about.
school is boring. not exciting anymore.
i think because im in upper sec already, so it's like.. a yawn.
i think the lower sec are loving it. they should be.
my hair.. ugh. irritating. hot. uncomfortable.
my feet and leg.. hurts. cramped. blistered. bruised.
my shoulders.. hurts. bruised.
my mouth.. tired. thirsty.
my brain.. dead. empty.
my body.. ached. stinky. weak.
waaaaaaaaahhhh.. haha. so stressed up gitu. 8P
not really lah, these are all the post-effects of the heavy bag.
the books are like freaking thick and heavy and big and, and..
so, today, is, wednesday.
the only day PRSS students gets to go home earlier than most schools.
i love wednesdays cause the interchange would be empty, and the bus.. :)
but, today, the morning actually started off pretty bad.
everything went wrong and i was not in high spirit.
i woke up late, i did not finish art, i did not pack my bag,
then i knocked my head on the bathroom door,
then i almost slipped on the wet-shampooed toilet floor,
then i waited for naz for bout half an hour when i realised she had
msged me that she came down with a fever and will not be going to school,
then found out my father lost my health booklet which was needed today,
then the traffic was fucking pissing me off, i ran to school, i panted, i sweated,
and i forgot to comb my hair. so, i was in a state of mess and deprivation.
BUT,
i survived the whole ordeal.
and now im home.
enough complaining.
enjoy reading this posts and thank your lucky stars, what happened
to me did not happen to you.
well, maybe some of you did. : )
Sunday, January 11, 2004
+ Sunday Blues
i also have Sunday Blues. I, am, just, So Sleeeeepy...
Like the whole day, i was sleepy. I had my RC today, just started.
Like fucking sleepy.. But i actualli Slept Last night.
Major achievement that is. Now that im typing this post, im yawning..
Big Yawn coming.. Alrite, so im boring you..
I actually saw a LOT of Mats with tappered pants.. they're totally
invading the Tampines Interchange. You turn left, there's a few,
turn right, more.. straight ahead, MOre.. there's just no exit.
And with the heavily polluted Fag'd smell in the interchange, it
has made me hate the interchange. Yes, i hate it.
But i could not avoid it if im taking 3 from the interchange.
What is up with the pants!
Upbeat seh talking..
*Yawns..
Friday, January 09, 2004
+ TGIF
Thank God It's Friday. My favourite Day of the week.
I survived a week of school. a big accomplishment? naah.
i could do more. Well, the first week obviously wouldn't
show one the real meaning of school, fun; stress; study.
so far, my first week in school was not much but getting used to the fact
that i have to wake up at 5:30 for almost everyday, no holidays, no rests.
especially now that i need to get used to handle new subjects.. bla bla..
boring topic la.
So, maths was fun.
Shocked?
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
+ Dodgy
Dodgy Ding. calling out for Dodgy Ding.
Dodgy Ding?! Wtf. What is up with that name.
So.. So.. Dodgingly irritating. it's not even nice. : )
and your name is not 'Ding', dumbass!
Okay, this gonna be another boring school-bitching post.
let me just tell you bout my day.. Finally, got my chance to go
to the dentist. Mann, i've been waiting. its been a loooong time.
and i simply love the visits to the school dentist. so..so.. fun.
weird? anyway, my teeths are perfectly fine 'cept for some adult tooths
that are coming out soon! but, but.. my baby tooths still wont budge.
ugh. got to pull it out. but its not even shaky, its gonna be a painful one.
i just know it will. : )
So, next Monday.. i'll be going to the Health Promotion Board @ Outram.
weeee.. damn, im a freak.
that was some boring talk about my TEETH. Heh.
ok so, basically... today, didnt actually study alot. YET.
Cos alot of the teachers were missing for the Sec one orientation.
Good.
So, well.... its still a new year.
cant start hating school.. i just can't.. i can't, i can't..
i can't.
Monday, January 05, 2004
+ So.. Like, What?
im back. im back. im back. im here. got it. got through it.
ugh. its been so fucking hard to get through my blog.
my internet explorer had some configuration and lots shit happened.
well, im BACK! whether ya like or not. so, so, so.... basically..
my posts from now on are probably all about me bitchin bout school.
well, im sure everyone has started schooling by today..
the poly students too. everyone's fretting about it..
no wait, almost everyone. some are loving it.
freaks! these people are freaks! how can they..
well.. im one of those freaks sometimes. only sometime.
well, today was tiresome. had assembly, had started studying already.
my mathematic skills are frigging rusty.
i forgot even the simplest factorisation.
but whats new, i've always suck'd in maths.
its a matter of bucking up and passing from now on.
well, for maths this year, got a reliable teacher.
please make me start loving maths again.
ugh. boring right?
skip.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
School. What about it?
Seriously.
What about it? How was it? Fun? Boring? Pathetic?
i could asscociate all of the three words.
Getting into the class was fun,
but after being grouped, it became boring and pathetic.
home teacher? she's cool, nice BUT boring.
She's mundane. i hate boring teachers.
they bore the hell out of me.
and i just made a resolution not to sleep in class anymore.
damn. whatever.
fuck it.
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Happy New Year
Not for me. i am sober. what else is there to say.
I dont feel like i have reached all my goals for 2003.
not that i really care, but it still saddens me.
i don't feel satisfied with myself.
i feel.. i feel.. all sad and downtrodden.
i am like wishing only MYSELF a happy 2004.
im like a piece of shit no one thinks they should give a damn about.
i have no one to wish me goodnight,
no one to wish me a happy new year, no one to put a smile on me.
anymore.. i have not been smiling alot.
i used to smile alot. really. alot.
i feel pathetic. i used to ridicule myself with
high hopes and endless daydreaming.
now, all are visions of me being a BUM literally. it sucks.
i dont often open myself to people, but now, making it a resolution.
Ugh. who am i kidding. im not telling whats bothering me.
no. no way. lets just keep it bothering me. stressing me.
fuck it.